Life-glamz-up

Horoscope

2008-01-01T00:21:00.000-08:00

"Libra: You're about to do something you said you never would, and you'll be so glad you did."

what else can i say. the horoscope just hit the bull's eye right on the spot. i did what i had to do and i am glad i did it even though it kills so many people around me. sometimes they say that when it comes to certain things, we have to be selfish. i did. and it was so motherfucking awesome.

xx

whoever to you

2007-12-30T21:20:00.001-08:00

WHOEVER TO YOU

how could i ever say enough sorry to you?
for all the things that i've done
for all the things that i made wrong
for all the lies i made
for all the times i didn't care

thank you for loving
thank you for telling me that you care
thank you for all the patience that you've given me
but maybe i cant
maybe it should be over
or maybe, it shouldn't even have started
but i do miss you so.

i'm sorry for not being able to give much
i'm sorry for not being able to love you as much as you love me
i'm sorry for not being decisive
i'm sorry for being away
i'm sorry for i loved you

i have enough, way enough.
i'm sick and tired
too tired to even care anymore
the feelings inside me are revolving around
i think i need a rest
from you

dont be too close with me.
i'm begging you.
be happy, for yourself - not for me.
i loved you but i miss you

it started as one. and ended up with two.
xx

last one

2007-12-30T21:16:00.000-08:00

if I was to give in - give it up
and then take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us down

xx

happy =)

2007-12-03T01:32:00.000-08:00

=)

i'm slowly getting closure,
i'm slowly getting over you.
in fact i think i already am over you.
i should stop brooding over it no more.
you are beyond what i can
and the distance makes it even worst.

dont care no more if you actually reads all this
dont care no more if you know my true feelings
its all done. all done.

these few weeks been quite insane for me
i think i have not been sober for any single day for the past 1 month ever since
but things are well now
i get high and drunk not because of you anymore
i do it for the fun
and i like it.

i am involved with someone
and i should treasure it
i'm gradually loving it
and i do really love it
i do not want to fall deep once again but to be broken-hearted
thats why this time i'm taking cautious
but at the same time, i want the fun

4more hours and i'd see you.
=)
i miss you already
and its funny, cause i really really, really do.
xx

pain

2007-11-26T01:40:00.000-08:00

PAIN

I toss and turn in bed, I can't get you out of my head
Even though you're so far away...
I really need you here with me,
baby, why can't you see?

sometimes i feel that i've got to run away
i've got to get away from the pain you drove into the heart of me.
the love that we share seems to go nowhere
i think i've lost my light..

When I close my eyes, I think of you
Well I wish I had you here with me
But there's nothing that I can do.

You don't really want anymore from me to make things right.
you need someone to hold you tight.
and i cant be the one
and i wont be the one

i've got this burning, yearning feeling deep inside me
and it hurts so bad.
you came into my heart so tenderly,
with a burning love that stings like a bee
and now that i surrender so helplessly
you wanna leave me..

Counting every day that goes by, and the tears that I cry.
You don't wanna love me no more.
Wishing that you could hold me tonight
cause I'm really hurting inside..

But how can I get close to you
When you don't feel the way that I do?

2007-11-20T16:21:00.000-08:00

UPDATE

Been like monthSss since i've last updated. its always like that. haha.

anyway, so many many many things happened in these past few months. its been insane. my mood been fluctuating, keeps going up and down.

I'm not gonna mention who i'm not gonna mention what really happened. but here is a short summary of my life ever since my last post.

relationship:
broke up with him when i came back after summer.
got involved with someone in singapore.
we lasted till last week, someone broke up with me.
another person comes along....... (to be continued)

school:
my semester is ending in 3 weeks time.
holiday really soon!
but so many papers are due in like 3 weeks.. screwed up.

Life:
i am going to Lake Tahoe for my thanksgiving trip! =)
been hanging out in Bantry (michele's hse) for the past couple days and weekends.

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sweet love,

i didn't mean it when i said i didn't love you so.
i should have held on tight, i never should have let you go.

When you left I lost a part of me.
It's still so hard to believe.
Come back baby, please....

I can't sleep at night, you're always on my mind
I only think of you and it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together, but I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element.
I'm throwing things, crying, trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong
I need you, need you back in my life baby.

The feeling that I'm feeling now that I don't hear your voice or have your touch and kiss your lips..
I don't have a choice anymore.
What I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side right here, right now.

*extracted from Mariah Carey's We Belong Together.

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i should have known better of you. i knew you for so long.
but you said you love me, and i took it for granted.
i thought you could wait for me, i thought you will....
we've been together for 5months and you break it off when i had 3 more weeks to go back.
its killing me. and its not killing you.
what makes me devastated is that you don't even feel anything after we broke up.
you treated like nothing happened.
how could you be so cold-hearted?
i cried for you every single night. i think about you all the time.
and you could just get together with another one?
unbelievable.
i should have known. i never should have got in too deep.
i know that i may be the one who didnt treasure you enough.
i know that you loved me more than i loved you.
but when i said i love you, i meant it too, i really do.
i was just confused. you had to give me time.
maybe i took to long, but you didn't tell me.
if only we were together, i don't think i'd be confused.
you should have forced me more. you were too lenient with me.
but fuck! what i don't respect is the fact that you have another one in less than 5 days...

i'm with another one right now because of you. its all because of you. its all because of you.
i'm going insane.
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won't you hold me close?
xx

2007-07-25T12:33:00.000-07:00

折磨

请不要再继续给我太多余的关心

我怕我快要情不自禁

既然不能在一起，请你就别再靠近

我怕我控制不住贪心

我以为自己很聪明，可以控制情绪

但你却不懂，我已深深的爱上你

越靠近你，越看见你，越痛

我没想过会这么痛

请你消失在我的地球

别让我站在云上头突然落后

没有开始，没有分手

没有爱你，没有爱我

我们最好只当朋友

这样感情会更长久

我真的不愿这么说，

“把我忘了”

hsu qi smoking

2007-07-11T04:51:00.000-07:00

Hsu Qi smoking

i think she looks damn gorgeous in this video from the movie, Three Times (as i've reviewed 2 posts below this). she is smoking and she looks amazing. oh man, i love love love her. hahaha. =)

pS: GO WATCH MY WIFE IS A GANGSTER 3. hilarious shit.

2007-07-10T03:38:00.000-07:00

lalala

黑暗中的沉默

没有什么不好

你歇了

我静静的看着你

想着想着
这
是一种试验

没什么好期待，没什么好愿望

你对我来说只是一种产物，一种垃圾

一个不能变的木
为
何呢？

想想想

我不知

或许有一天

希望有一天

默默能一丝一丝的

改变这木

2007-07-09T09:32:00.000-07:00

《最好的时光》

－－－舒淇
张震

"三生三世，情缘未了的爱情，如同和弦一咏三叹，余音绕梁。"

恋爱梦

1966年，喜欢一个人就是可以从高雄找到台北，再到台南，嘉义，虎威。

1966年,爱情就是十指紧扣的两只手。

自由梦

1911年，喜欢一个人就是为他整理衣衫，微笑看着他离开。
1911年，爱情就是收到他写的书信，泪雨滂沱。

青春梦

2005年，喜欢一个人就是给她拥抱，跟他回家。
2005年，爱情就是坐在他摩托车的后座上，安心闭上眼睛。

在任何时代，爱情都是不可忽略的主题。

Exam!

2007-06-26T11:10:00.000-07:00

SCHEDULE!

yes yes,i am having EXAM week. just like what everyone is going through. SIGH.

Wednesday: acting! gotta memorise my script. seems that the teacher see me as a potential girlfriend/wife who will always get cheated by her partner. hahaha. apparently the role that i have is always like tht! and yes my current role is to be a wife who just found out that her husband is cheating on her.. so yeaps. 3pages of scripts to memorise. damn. but its fun though =) love the class xx

Thursday: theology! urgh. gotta memorise the answers to 8questions given last week. and on thursday he is going to randomly choose 1 question for me and have an oral exam on it. 10minutes on the topic. gosh. the worst part is memorising every single one of the 8questions. been preparing it since yesterday.. sigh. if only i can make a cheat sheet outta it. but i doubt. god bless me.

Friday: SHOPPING TIME BABY! okay. anyone has anything u wanna me to get, tell me FAST. i'm leaving on friday night. cant shop much on friday too, got a last date for the movie Ratatoulie with him.. so excited to go back. bbut its the kind of feeling where u're skeptical. to some extend i actually want to stay here. ahaha. but i know i miss singapore way much more now. so much more. so i'm gonna be home on saturday morning. gosh, i can't wait to meet everyone! to see the changes.
oh no actually i've started my shopping. just spent like almost 1500usd from online shopping. HAHAHAHAHAH. well but most of the things i bought were stuffs for singapore!!! so yeah. cant help it, everyone been emailing me to ask me for their help to get those stuffs. so wth. better pay me back! LOL
gonna shop more ^^

me and jeff

2007-06-25T00:31:00.000-07:00

ME AND HIM!

finally i am posting up the pictures of me and him.. here u go guys.. just a few pics though =)
he is bald now, just shaved his hair. cant believe it.. told him not to! =( well he looks cuter but fiercer now. =.= HAHHAHA

okok whatever. here u go:

thank you for the whole weekend. i really appreciate it so much. thank you.
i know i may not be the best gf ever, and i'm trying hard, really.
but you too, you gotta show me more. i need more than that.
i'm sorry if there are times where i made you unhappy or i became unresponsive or just not compromising.. i know we're both very different and being very patient with each other.
but the chat we had earlier, you make me feel so much better. i am happy you said those. i really want to make this work. i'm not going to follow what other people said. i will do it my own way. sorry for making you doubt me.
i'm going to miss you when i leave for this 2 months.
and i hope this is going to work.
and i will do what you have asked me to.
i'll strive.

cry

2007-06-23T09:03:00.000-07:00

...

first cry.
we are fussing and
we are fighting and
i don't know how to make it better
please tell me why i'm feeling this bitter.

you're just too full of yourselves.
and baby, i can't stand it.
i can't.

ps: to william, sorry to see you getting the DUI yah. hope for the best for you. didn't expect it will happen. sigh. hope everything will turn out fine. =)

random

2007-06-22T08:16:00.000-07:00

WHATEVER. RANDOM.

its 8:15am, i can't sleep. yes i haven't slept the whole night. had diarrhoea the whole of yesterday, makes me happy though. shed off the waste baby! haha. but i just came back from eating breakfast with Marbio.. IHOP. SO GOOD. the pancakes.. i had omelettes.. man, best best best!

in less than 10days i'm gonna go back to singapore. its pretty fast, really. can't believe how fast is it. i'm actually really looking forward to it now. i can't wait to get out of this shit and get some new fresh air. sigh.

going to spend some quality time with him this whole weekend.. starting from friday night i guess. till sunday. yay. friday hang out. saturday movie, hangout. sunday, study. before i go back.. oh man. 2months.. 2 long months. how are we going to survive? i guess this is it man. this is the challenge we gotta face. =)

just feels like writing whatever i feel right now. he doesnt know my blog. so yeah. just 2 cents of mine.

you make me have so much ups and downs.
sometimes i feel that i can't figure you out.
and sometimes i just feel that its pointless for us to be together.
its just fun isnt it?
but why is everybody countering that fact?
i really thought it was. i really did. really did.
but i'm hoping, its not.

i just want to be treated nice.
but whats nice to you?
you're so hard. just so hard to be cracked.
sometimes even i don't understand you.
sometimes i can't even talk to you.
why do you have to make life so hard on yourselves?
why do you have to makes enemies with everyone else?
try peace. sometimes, its better.
don't stay in reality.
its good to have some fantasies.

please.
i need you to understand people.
its not just about you.
its about others too.

do you mean what you say?
if you do. why don't you show it?
you know, small little things matter a whole lot.
we know that we are very very different.
what you like, i don't.
what i like, you don't.
so, can you, please, compromise with me at times?

its only been such a short while and i'm already tired.
so please. please. please.
i need you to be with me on this.
please.

good thing he doesn't reads my blog. haha! so i can say whatever i feels in here. =)

i really miss EVERYONE out there. everyone.
xx

Been a while

2007-06-12T02:25:00.000-07:00

BEEN A WHILE!

haha i know i havent been updated for a while now. just don't feel like updating my everyday life. it'd be too much aint it? ^^ OHH and i updated my background song. LOVES ITT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xx

had my ups and downs these few days, all thanks to the one person. ugh, whatever. now i know what the feeling is like. sigh. =)

oh well anyway, feels like putting up some narcisst photos that Me, Marbio, and Olaf took. ehehheheheheh. we took about 100pictures. HAHA =PpP but i will not be that mean to put it all up.. i'll just pick the good ones and the funny ones =)

Anywayyyy, i'm going back to singapore in like 18days? MAN! i can't wait. but gotta shed off some weight first. WHICH i doubt is going to happen anyway. HAHA. =)
Then i am planning to go china to meet wanda, han, yumiko and maybe some other people. PARTY PARTY. =) but cannot look for guys liao. sad sad. hahahahha

summer class is so fun. i'm loving it! okay first, my acting class. damn love my classmate, love the techer, love the class. 4hours a day, 2x per week. but i so look forward for it!
Next, Theology class. its about jesus christ and the gospels. damn, the teacher is HOT HOT HOT buttttt GAY. T-T such a waste aint it? and the class is interesting too. you CRITICIZE the bible. interesting facts i've learned.

I just did quite a bit of shopping past few days. HOHOHOHO. ain't not saying here what i bought.. hahahhahahaha. its a little too much. oh and did i mention i'm going shopping again tml? YES! ^^ and gonna meet HIM. =)

OKAYYY here are the pics of me and the guys.. NOTE, THEY ARE JUST MY GOOD FRIENDS =) its good to clarify this kinda things at times. hahahahahhaha

GRADUATION

2007-05-21T06:24:00.000-07:00

GRADUATION - CONGRATULATION TO THE SENIORS =)

it was USF's graduation on Saturday 19th may 2007. I was invited by Dofia to go the morning ceremony as they went up the stage and receive their degree.. the indonesians who have graduated are.... Dofia, Nick, Catherine, Daniel, Eillien, Eillien's boyfriend (dont rem his name, sorry!), Norman, Vidya, William, and Martin. guess thats about it. CONGRATUATION guys!!

Then i was invited to the dinner party in a chinese restaurant called R&G.. very very nice food! eheh. but it was a celebration for only 4 of them.. Dofia, Nick, Catherine and Daniel.. their family were there too. i think we had like 6 tables = 60 people. haha!
some indonesian's "BIG SHOT" people were there.. not very nice to mention who they are in here.. but well yeah ^^ amazing people.

Hmm, then at night.. sent Eric (anthony's friend) back to hongkong.. went to airport and sent him off. then went back home and joined Anthony's friends to celebrate Norman's graduation in my house with sochu (soju)!! Played some games and drink.. it was real fun ^^ enjoyed the day alot. but i was realllyyyy tiredddd... urgh.

I still havent uploaded and received most of the pictures.. so i will just put it up if i have the time =)

here is a view..

L-R: Catherine (graduate!!), Angel, Siska, Me, and Mimie
[ This is the graduation dinner party we had in R&G]

becca birthday pictures

2007-05-21T06:06:00.000-07:00

PICTURES

these are the pictures of becca's 20th bday. =)

anyway exam has ended.
holiday has ended.
my summer class starts of today.
5 more weeks and i'm back to singapore & indonesia.

YES!

cheers <3

THE WAY I ARE

2007-05-16T20:41:00.000-07:00

LYRICS

i love love love this song right here. ^^
having exams right now. URGHHH. tomorrow is my last paper, Philosophy. man, wish me luck. its my worst subject by far... HELPPPP

THE WAY I ARE - TIMBALAND FEATURING. KERI HILSON & DOE
(background song)

Timbaland Lyrics

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY BECCA!

2007-05-11T16:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBECCA!!

LADIES NIGHT IN BANTRY yesterday. =) After more than a month of not touching any alcohol and going to any parties.. at last yesterday! and i had a hella fun time with the girls. Well i had to go cause it was first, becca's birthday, and secondly, its her 20th birthday!!! hehehe and thirdly, it is ladies only. so yeap its safe, fun, and amazing! ^^
The girls were..... Me, Michele, Winnie, Marissa, Nathania, Sheryl, Yonna, and birthday girl Rebecca herself. Not alot of people, just the few of us... VIPs baby! hahaha. we drank soju only.. so it wasnt that bad.. ^^
Played drinking game.. me and sheryl lost alot in the first few rounds.. so yah.. ehhehe. i mean hey we are playing with the PROS!!! lol..
well birthday girl supposed to drink like 20 shots but she drank more than 20 and she is still standing strong. wow. hahaha
then we dance dance dance.. and we had some girls' chat moments. ehhe =)

they are all going clubbing tonight in Whisper.. becca is hosting like 40 or 60 indonesians!! crazy huh. lol.. guess i am will be the ONLY ONE not going. i'm so sorry bec, but i just don't club lah. ehehe =) u should understand yah. <3

Took pictures with Yonna's and/or sheryl's and/or winnie's camera. will post the pics up when i got them.

cheers
xx

EXAM

2007-05-08T15:03:00.000-07:00

EXAMS + MOVIES + MUSIC

ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! yes yes my exams coming in a week time. this week is my LAST week of school. can't believe that it has been TWO SEMESTER here in the states.. sooo fastttt~!!! having too much fun aye. ahahaha =)

Anyway my exams schedules..
Quantiatative Business Analysis (QBA) - 9TH MAY, WEDNESDAY (TOMORROW) screwed.
Ethics - 15TH MAY, TUESDAY
Accounting 1 - 15th MAY, TUESDAY (2EXAMS IN ONE DAY. OMG)
Philosophy - 17TH MAY, THURSDAY (ARGH I HATE HATE HATE THIS SUBJECT)

anyway sorry for not posting for a while now.. cause i've been NOT partying the past few weeks. kinda quiet down quite alot. =) been going to SanJose (it is almost an hour drive from SF) last week though.. its fun! new pplace to hangout and new people. people there are more fun.. unlike in SF, too many bossy arrogant bastards. lol! =)

OH anyway, went to watch Spiderman 3 last weekend.. honestly, DISAPPOINTING! probably because i had high expectation on it.. but i mean the actions and graphics were all up to standard and really awesome.. its just the plot! too cramped up. seems like they wanna put as many things as possible... sighhh! rate it a B.

And also i went to watch Drew Barrymore's new movie, LUCKY YOU. its about POKER.. it is an allright movie. provided if you understand how to play the game. else its just a waste of time. ahhahaha. but when i watch the movie it feels like i'm watching the World Series of Poker itself from ESPN just with a larger tv screen. ahhahaha =P.. i'd rate it a C+

current top favourite song:
Last Night - P.Diddy & Keyshia Cole (my background)

my fav part of the song is when Keyshia started her verse that goes likes this:

[Keyshia Cole]
If I Told You Once,
I Told You Twice
You Can See It My Eyes
I'm All Cried Out
With Nothing To Say
Your Everything I Want It To Be
If You Could Only See
Your Heart Belongs To Me
I Love You So Much
I'm Yearning For Your Touch
Come And Set Me Free
Forever Yours I'll Be
Baby Won't You Come
And Take This Pain Away

AMAZING VOICEEEEEEEE

this song means so much to me. everytime i listen to it, it reminds me of you. i think i miss you baby. sometimes i just wish i know what you are thinking....... and sometimes i wish i can make my choice and sets my heart right.........

LIFE

2007-04-27T18:24:00.000-07:00

LIFE

Life beens more peaceful these few weeks.. since the last party, i havent had a sip of alcohol.. HURRAY to me ^^
Well anyway yesterday michele got drunk, and it was HILARIOUS.. love you babe <3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">poker few days back, got REALLY lucky. hahahah.. i think about 6 people were playing, anyway i win most of the money =P i think i ended up with 90bucks or so.. i put in 20 so thats like 70bucks winning. YAY. but its like when i get lucky, the next time i'd lose alot, then i'd win the next round then lose again... so at e end of the day its kinda a balance equation. lol. thats gambling isnt it? =)

i'm currently in love with these few songs, been repeating them the whole day.. they may not be new songs but well yeah love them..

1) DJ Khaled Ft. Akon, Baby, Lil Wayne, Rick Ross, TI - We Takin Over (GOTTA HEAR ALOT OF TIMES.. BUT LOVE LOVE LOVE ITTT)

2) Fergie - Clumsy (CUTEEE)
[background music]

3) Hugh Grant & Haley - Way Back Into Love

4) Paula Deanda - Walk Away (LOVE IT!)

5) Vanness Wu - Never Let You Go

6) Goong's OST - Dang Shineun, Stay

7) Justin Timberlake - Futuresex Love Sounds

8) T.Pain Ft. Young Joc - Buy U A Drink

9) PCD - Tainted Love

10) MIMS - This Is Why I'm Hot

Well cleaned up my whole house todayyy.. didnt go out. maybe i might at night, but i don't know. we'll see =)
Allright, don't know what else to post.
hehe

<3<3

PCD videos

2007-04-17T02:14:00.000-07:00

PUSSYCAT DOLL CONCERT IN OAKLAND.

yeah i know i've posted on that before. but anyway i've just finished uploading all of the videos that i took during the concert. took me quite a while to do it...

Here you go. =) i was pretty upfront you know. ehehhe. oh and the videos are only like less than a minute. didnt have enough memory to video too long for a song =)

Stick Wit You

Wait A Minute

Don't Cha (this one is kinda long.. they look hot dancing to this)

Dancing (this one is when every each one came up to the front and do their own dance. this is my top favourite among the other videos. damn damn damn damn HOTTTT)

HOUSE PARTY

2007-04-14T18:42:00.000-07:00

HOUSE PARTY (HOPA)

Well we had a house party last weekend (6th april) and this friday (13th april). HAHAH! but didnt take picture last weekend so yup.. i did yesterday. only a few though, but there were 3 cameras.. will put more when i have them. =)

i thought my blog was deleted by blogger but thank god i don't how and don't know why it showed up again! =) so here i am bloggin again about my screwed up life. sigh

Last weekend was insane, so many things happened, but good things. lots of things happen yesterday too, but i wouldnt say they're good. it was way too much. and i really mean toooo much.

Anyway here are the pics.......

oh and then i bought my new car, its a Audi Q7 4.2 Premium. i will put up the pic of my car when i have the time.. ^^ cheers!
xx

I still believe

2007-04-13T03:57:00.000-07:00

I still believe

卸下美麗的外殼

透明的我們還剩下什麼?

愛情就像水晶球

堅固而脆弱

一個人也許自由

二個人的感動大過天空

喜怒哀樂共同擁有

不讓遺憾留

Baby~ I still believe

愛可以走過亂流

緊緊握住雙手一秒就夠

不孤單寂寞

Baby~ I still believe

愛要有夢才會快樂

就算未來的路不同

你在我心中到永久

感覺寒冷時候我抱你在我胸口

當你淚流的時候我在這裡不走

愛散發的溫柔在此刻用心感受

我想和你一起讓幸福轉動

Baby~ I still believe

愛有夢才快樂

你和我

到永久

"Magic Words"

[Verse 1]
I want you to come to me when you're feeling down.
Knowing I can count on you during hard times.
We will find a way but it won't come easy.
When the yearning fades away, do we wanna stay?

[Verse 2]
Trying to be strong for you like you're strong for me.
Looking at you holding up so easily.
When I'm having doubts about what I'm feeling
And future worries are darkening my mind.
That's when you come around.

[Chorus]
And you just say that magic words and everything is fine again baby.
You just touch me like I love and loving you feels new again...mmm yeah.
Sometimes I can get kinda low and I just wanna walk away (from you).
Then you just say the magic words - oh baby - and I feel the sun shinning down on me again.

[Verse 3]
I know I can be a pain to you at times.
I just wanna find a way to compromise.
I gotta learn to deal with you going your way.
And though you can't be here with me sometimes.
I can't wait till you come around.

[Chorus]
And you will say that magic words and everything is fine again baby.
You will touch me like I love and loving you feels new again...mmm yeah.
Sometimes I can get kinda low and I just wanna walk away (from you).
Then you just say the magic words -oh baby- and I feel the sun shinning down on me again.

[Bridge]
You belong to me.
I belong to you.
And the feeling's true.
A sense of security.
I love you baby.
And I know you love me too.
When you say the words, the special words, the magic words...
When you say you love me.

party

2007-04-01T20:22:00.000-07:00

31st March 07

Celebrated my brother, Anthony's birthday today. had a bbq in Half Moon Bay, by the beach.. We went late, felt bad. Ended at about 6pm, went shopping in downtown Union Square then we watch Meet The Robinsons at 930pm.

Then.......
We had a house party AGAIN in Bantry. Lots of people from LA are having their spring break and currently in SF. So well, they requested for a House Party and so we did! haha. It was an awesome night, memorable i will say. Everyone get drunk, everyone was screwed up and everyone had fun. =)

Here are the picturesss:

Daylife

2007-03-30T03:37:00.000-07:00

CARS

Tried to drive the Audi Q7 this evening. Honestly, it is an amazing car. of course, i am speaking in a SUV perspective. i've tried BMW x5, range rover sports and audi q7. The design, my favourite will be range rover sports. its just gorgeous, isn't it? Driving comfort, i will say its bmw x5. but audi q7 has the best technology, and the most comfortable seats. haha. note that they are all of the same size cars.. just that q7, when driven, feels like a sedan. i was impressed. really impressed.
anyway, its high likely that i am getting the audi q7 4.2 premium. range rover gives very bad pricing, so am not allowed to get it. sigh..

pictures of the cars i am considering:

Audi Q7:

BMW X5:

Range Rover Sports:

Man i feel seriously fucked. but i have one of the worst feeling ever today. my friends were hanging out in Toyose today.. a korean restaurant that is. It was so crowded, they were having fun and all. but i just feel so fucked. i don't feel comfortable and just wanted to leave so badly. today is a bad day for me. urgh, wtf is wrong with me.. i mean there are some things in my mind.. i just wish i can get drunk and forget about it. but hey, i am not allowed to drink! nono. no drinking. its bad.. but i do want to get them off my mind.. sometimes i think a little too much.

anyway this time, i really have to succeed. i've been feeling so low lately and i really need to do it. you can fucking do it. you have to do it. you have to fucking do it. don't ask what it is i'm doing. haha!

cheers. i feel so much better now.
am going to sleep now. its 3am. i got class at 8.15am.. gotta wake up at 7am. and it is only a 30min class. wtf? i'm not going.

night
xx

Mocha

2007-03-28T02:43:00.000-07:00

MOCHA!

Well i've mentioned quite alot of times in this blog regarding my dog, Mocha! and that is where my blog name comes from.. hahaha so i guess i should put a slide dedicated to her in this blog. so here you go, a slide of pictures of my dog.. these pictures were taken when she was between 2 - 6months... i havent have her new pictures. she look really skinny now, unwilling to eat and she just had her period so she is kinda weak.. so well i'll take the pics when she looks better.

i love her. she is my life <3

Spring Break!

2007-03-28T00:09:00.000-07:00

SPRING BREAK

We just had our spring break about 2 weeks ago! man that felt fast. it lasted for a week.. basically, me, marbio, putra, olaf and michele went to Portland then to Seattle. It was 6hours drive + stops to Portland, stayed one night then another 6hours drive up to Seattle!!!! michele did not follow along the drive... she met us in Seattle then she left to Vancouver. the 4 of us planned to go to Canada but mine and Olaf's Visas were rejected. ARGHHHHHHHH. so we went back to Portland, the free tax city for SHOPPING!!!!!!!

Anyway there were TOOO many pictures... so i divided them into two. the first batch was BEFORE i met my cousins in Seattle! (yes i met them! Irene and Anderson.. hehehehe)
and the second batch was AFTER i met them, obviously. LOL

ENJOYYYY

FIRST BATCH:

SECOND BATCH:

Concert

2007-03-27T23:37:00.000-07:00

CHRISTINA AGUILERA + PCD CONCERT, 8th March 2007

YES YES YES YES I WENT TO THEIR CONCERT!!!!! it was in Oakland.. and let me tell you, it was AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love PCD. well the main host is supposed to be Christina but i thought that hers was kinda disappointing. not as good as i expected. hahahah but well PCD is REALLY GOOD. we missed like.. 2songs but thats allright. ehhehe
oh and Danity Kane was supposed to be there BUT BUT BUT we missed them. went late =))

oh well, i'm OBSESSED with PCD right now. loves it =)

CAR!

2007-03-27T19:35:00.000-07:00

OUR NEW RIDES

heyyy everyone~!!! this is one of my biggest happiness in my life. HAHAHAH well me and my brother who is staying with me got our new car last month!!!!!! YAY =) It is a PORSCHE 911 CARRERA S.
he chose red, it doesn't really matter to me.. so yeap =)

Here are the picturesssssss.

Oh and i got my American Driving License last week!!!! AT LAST AT LAST. I'VE PASSED. well the theory test, took me 2x to pass!! the practical test, i pass on the first try!!!!! YAYYYYYY. i will be receiving it in 2-4weeks time. i cant waittttt

Anyway i'm currently using my brother's BMW 530i (sorry i dont have the picture of this car! will try to get it)... and decided to sell and change to a new one, an SUV that is we are considering. I am still deciding and asking for the price for the cars. hopefully to make my final decision by this month. cross finger! =)
my choice, from my favourite:
1) Range Rover Sports
2) Porsche Cayenne
3) BMW x5
4) Audi Q7
>> Please tell me your favourite.. and comment on which i should get. =)

love u guys
xx

BANTRY PARTY

2007-03-27T18:43:00.000-07:00

BANTRY PARTY - 24th March'07

23rd march night time, me and sanny went to Bantry (michele, winnie and chacha's house) for a PARTY. there were like... 20people i guess. but i only took out my camera when about 8 of them have went home. sorry guys! so well yeah, here is an occassional house party we always have.. but the San Jose people were there that night! so that was the first! =) they went to the house after clubbing.. i went there after my brother's birthday sabotage (HE GOT DRUNK!).. so yeap! =)

Anyway here is a slideshow i made out of the party. enjoy the pictures! =)

Welcome

2007-03-27T16:36:00.000-07:00

WELCOME

This is SERIOUSLY the last time i am ever going to have a new blog. either this STAYS or i am NEVER changing. =)

So well, my previous blog, i am not going to care about it anymore. i was toooo lazy to update on my life and was tooooooo lazy to change the template. haha so i decided to get a new one. =) and as you can see from the name of the blog, mochaliciouz that is, is a dedication to my dog, MOCHA!

for the next few following posts, i am just going to post up some pictures and stories of my previous important days or celebrations i had. its going to be quite alot. be prepared =)

have fun reading up my f*cked up life.
btw, do not give anyone this blog's website without my permission. i do not want random people to come in. this is private to me and my friends.

cheers
<3